Sometimes it just makes me wonder, “Is it just a big talk? Just to prove them wrong. If I don’t care about people and what (and how) they do, why the need to prove my point is right and drill it into their brain?
To do what is right and not what seems right because others did it. Basically doing what I want to do.
Or is it just me challenging myself about my capabilities?
Or am I really that passionate about it?”
I really hope it is point c. Then I know exactly to the point what I want.